I've
always believed the most relatable characters are the flawed ones. When I began
the book that is now Inheritance it was five years ago and I worked in a call
center with another girl who claimed she was a writer. We'd take short breaks
and do fast writing, never taking much stock in what we began. I never thought
that a lot of my flaws would wind up in that book, and that it'd be my first
published novella.
One
of those work-break writing sessions, I wrote four pages about a character in a
bar who flirted with her boss. Yeah, Sei was female at one point. My co-worker
liked the story and tried to add to it, but never got more than a paragraph
further. Being stuck myself, I put it aside and there it sat for years.
Last
year, everyone was talking about Nano, and though I didn't want to officially
join, I did vow to write something. So I pulled out the old piece, cut out the
bits my co-worker had wrote, stripped out the characters and re-profiled them,
and out came Seiran.
Those
who know me pretty well are aware of my anxiety issues, but even then, most
don't understand it. So as I wrote the bits about Sei at lot of my issues
became his. The idea wasn't really to show people what it's like to be a person
with a severe anxiety disorder, that's just too different for everyone. The
thought behind the story was really just to lay out the life of a kid who, just
like each one of us, has issues. Sure he's good looking, has a hot boyfriend,
and a rich mother, none of which I have by the way, but he's conflicted by the
past that has shaped him. He's afraid to move into the future of the unknown.
The
hardest part of this story for me to write really ended up being the romance
angle of it. Since everything is through Seiran's point of view and he's so
tainted, it's something he had a hard time recognizing. Sure the relationship
was semi pre-established, but in the m/m genre people want the roots as well as
seeing the relationship change and grow. In order to make that happen, Seiran
had to recognize those feelings. Even now he only begrudgingly acknowledges
them.
Once
I'd finished the first book I put it aside and began writing a book about
Kelly, who is a side character in Inheritance. Seiran, however, loudly kept
coming through in that book. He said I'd made him say and feel stuff he wasn't
comfortable with and then just cut off his time to work it all out. Which is
how Reclamation, the sequel, came into existence.
The
third in the series is about Kelly, and was much harder to write because he's
just not as flawed as Sei is. Kelly had a good upbringing, sure he had some
crap too, but nothing nearly as substantial as Sei. No matter our level of
flaws, however, we all deserve to find that special someone who can put up with
our crap. And as long as the boys keep talking to me I'm going to keep
torturing them a little bit at a time. I guess being a sadistic witch is just
another of my flaws.
Blurb:
As
the only male studying magic in a female-dominant society, Seiran Rou’s life is
already on a precarious perch. Then he finds a dead co-worker on his doorstep,
and Sei realizes someone is trying to set him up for the fall. It could be
anyone—including his own mother, a powerful witch and leader of the Dominion,
the ruling body of elemental magic.
Sei’s only saving graces are his on-again, off-again vampire boyfriend, Gabe, and the mysterious Jamie, who wants to help him for reasons Sei doesn’t understand. They may be all that stand between Sei and the Dominion’s demands to control his magic. One man’s devotion could be the key to save Sei’s life and pull him back from the brink of losing his humanity to the magic he possesses.
Sei’s only saving graces are his on-again, off-again vampire boyfriend, Gabe, and the mysterious Jamie, who wants to help him for reasons Sei doesn’t understand. They may be all that stand between Sei and the Dominion’s demands to control his magic. One man’s devotion could be the key to save Sei’s life and pull him back from the brink of losing his humanity to the magic he possesses.
Snippet
from Inheritance:
I took a sip of
the beer, but it tasted like minerals. All things did at that time of the
month. Damn. I spit it out and poured the rest down the sink. A vent opening to
the upper left side of the bar gave me an idea. The cover came off with
patience and slow movement to keep it from clanking. Yanking off my clothes in
a hurry, I piled the power of the absent moon into my veins and let the change
come. Less
than a minute
later I shook out my fur and leapt from the floor to the counter to the open
vent. Thankfully, since my change was all magic, my size was that of a normal
lynx, and not some man-sized mockery of one. Otherwise I would not have fit in
the tiny opening and ductwork.
“I don't see the
connection. Roman's been here for years.” Jamie was saying as I arrived at the
other side.
“It's obvious.
The papers have been merciless.” Gabe was pacing, something I'd only seen him
do once or twice before. “Any other reason Frank might be dead?” He glared pointedly
at Jamie.
“You think I did
it?”
Gabe's raised
brow asked the question. “Frank was hitting on Sei last night. I know how much
anyone flirting with him irritates you.”
“I don't know
what Frank's deal was last night, but he wouldn't have dared. Not with your
claim. Besides, if it'd been me, you'd have never found the body. I certainly wouldn't
have left it on Seiran's doorstep. It sounds more like something his mother
would do.”
The thought made
me shudder, which resounded like a loud thump in the vent. Turning to dash
away, I prayed I'd get enough of a chance to break free of the metal cave and
scurry away to avoid Gabe's wrath. However, he waited for me on the other side.
Damn vampire speed.
He bravely held
out his arms. “Come here, Sei.”
I backed further
into the vent, cursing the dust bunnies that clung to my fur. I'd so need
another shower. Jamie's smell came from the other side of the tunnel, like he
was waiting for me to try going that way.
“Come here.”
This time the tone was undeniable. And it made me angry as my body moved
without my consent. Leaping into his arms, I turned out my claws at that last
moment, digging in deep. He grunted in reply.
Jamie stepped out
of the office. “Got him?”
Had me, he did.
Gabe's grip hurt probably as much as my claws in his arms and shoulders did.
“Stop fighting me, and I'll let you change back.” Gabe dropped me to the floor.
“Don't spy on me.”
I took a heavy
swipe at Jamie, who held out his hands like he was innocent, before
disappearing behind the bar to change back. The fur receded like water into my
skin, smooth, easy, and mostly painless because of the new moon. I pulled on
the borrowed clothes before rising from my hiding place. The shirt and sweats
felt rough against my skin. The boots would not be going back on tonight. I
raised a fist to punch Gabe for his trouble.
Bio:
Lissa
Kasey lives in St. Paul, MN, has a Bachelor’s Degree in Creative Writing, and
collects Asian Ball Joint Dolls who look like her characters. She has three
cats who enjoy waking her up an hour before her alarm every morning and sitting
on her lap to help her write. She can often be found at Anime Conventions
masquerading as random characters when she's not writing about boy romance.
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1 comment:
Loved the post.
I gotta say, I'm so glad you revisited this story and well... finished and cemented everything. I am so happy to have been able to read it. I love Sei, flaws and all. So glad he's finding his HEA. Even though there are still quite a few bumps to tread through.
eek! Really looking forward to Kelly's story and any future story in the Dominion series!
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